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2003-11-06, 7:09 p.m.
heyz...
it's been some time since i've updated...been upset at my results...i mean...i know i could've done better...egoistical it may sound...but i know myself...but after seeing how some people have problems getting promoted...and if they do...having to take combined science...
oh yahz...alicia had appealed to take two pure...but...Mrs. Hoo had said that it was not possible...then alicia said something about having to beat those people who are switching from two pure to combined...then she said that those people have an advantage...then i said something very egoistic..."Heyz, i'm always here...i take two pure...and i'm staying!" hehe...=P
enough about depressing results...they suck. feeling rather...i don't know...how will you put it...alicia left about 10 minutes ago...was rather hyper till she left...guess i felt there was no need to keep it up after she left..speaking of it...i just realized...i was putting on a mask...putting up a show...
"i dare you to be different" from somebody's diary...different...what is different? and is being different positive? i won't use the word "good" in this situation...but is it even positive...does being different mean so much? being different calls for attention...but...once again...are those attention positive? (and here i am...trying to blend in with the crowd...and failing miserably...-.-'')
i don't really know what am i trying to say...i won't say i'm confused...'coz i'm not...but perhaps...it's simply due to how i'm feeling now...dead. my brain seems dead...thinking...yet not...it's an amazing feeling...really...i mean...how often do you feel dead? dead as in...dead...not dead tired...etc...but simply...dead. shall end here before this becomes even more pointless than it is already...shall read my comic...takkairez...cyaz...byez...
...Sapphire...
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