cheery
2003-11-14, 12:41 p.m.
heyz!
finally...a somewhat cheerful entry after so long...okayz...not cheerful but not so depressing...hehe...rather bored now really...nothing much to do...piano lesson later...bleahz...
i suddenly have the urge (no, not the advertisement) to talk about change...or rather, changes. i've lived long enough to have gone through many many changes...which makes one wonder is that good or bad...i've influenced others, been influenced...may it be the way i talk, the way i act or even, the way i type...changes are gradual...under mostly, unknown circumstances...have i changed much? i don't know...but i think so...hehe...i mean...i'm growing...older...-.-''...which promises changes...interacting with so many different kinds of people...hearing, seeing, learning different things from different people...these are bound to change me...
(going to talk about something else here...if it links...then...uh...leave it) i'm not rich...(yes i'm not...) but i have practically no qualms about spending...to think about it...i think it has something to do with my dad...he never hesitates to get us something we want...as long as it's not too extravagant...makes me wonder if that's good or bad...as my dad says...i have the most expensive taste in the family...hehe...
huiyang asked me this yesterday..."why are you always so cheerful?"...he's under exam stress...i tried to answer the question...but frankly...i can't...chengwei also said this..."u can be moody?"...rendered me speechless for half a second...and...yes...i can get moody...when?...i've no idea...=P
"happiness may sometimes juz be a mask"
that's about it for today...had some other stuff on mind...but...due to an interruption...all forgotten...=P...so...takkairez! good luck to all those with ongoing 'O's! cyaz! byez! ^.^
Sapphire^.^
p.s. birthday ish coming...hehe =P
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