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2006-03-02, 9:20 p.m.

Wow, it's been a long long long long long time since i updated. This entry is due too long ago.

No idea what i wanna say, it's been so long, so much have passed. The last thing i saw was cha's blog on how we 7 are drifting, like 1-6. I agree, and yep she looked like she fitted in with her friends then, then again my issues with her friends are another matter. I mean, seeing how little i really know them, i just won't understand them together. >.< About us? Like 6 of us? We've drifted really far to just become people who says hi and only hi on the streets. Sounds exeggerated? I don't think so. We'll see how things go. We always knew things had to end, and the end is now nearer than it was i guess.

Away from that, schoolwork? Some people did well for A levels, some didn't do as well. Some feeling accomplished, some disappointed. Whatever it is, their As are over, mine's coming. And i do feel scared once in a while, when the reality of what i'll do if i don't make the mark to the course i want. I really have no idea, i tried to think it through, but i came to no conclusion. That's when i start worrying like crap. Haha.

Besides, i was thinking how to allocate hours to studying, and i did some simple calculation, and i came to this one conclusion. It is impossible. Unless i don't sleep. Coz however i count with 5 hands(?), it's gonna take more than 24hrs. Darn it. -.- Sometimes i just wanna give up everything, yet i know i can't. It all comes back to this eh. Life sucks.

Life is a long and arduous journey, but no matter how tough it is, we've all gone so far. What a few decades more? Just walk and we'll all end up somewhere, we can try to decide which direction we choose to walk in, but i guess everything's been decided to a certain extent. We do what we can, and the rest? I don't know. They seem decided.

Cya, takkaire my dear friends. All the best in everything you do.

Sapphire

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