man shld be an island
2006-08-11, 11:28 p.m.
I'm feeling sad-ish again.
I am here to support the stand of "Man should be an island!". As you know (or not), all living creatures on this earth is able to walk around because of this thing called "Friction". "Friction" is also the word we use commonly to describe the inability to permanently live in harmony with one another. Just as how "friction" will exist as long as people come in contact with anything else, similarly, when people come into contact with another person, there is bound to be "friction". True, "friction" creates warmth, or sparks (of love?), but does this really even out with what it rubs off people? Is it a worthy trade? Is it balanced.
I'm starting to think that it's not, the pain caused by heat created, where warmth has risen up in temperature, it's not worth the warmth i remembered once feeling. It might just be a bias spur-on-the-moment kinda thing, because all i want to do is like sail off to some unknown island (which probably does not exist) and live like a hermit. It''ll be a lonely life, it's just pain in a different form. The question is, which pain would i survive better.
Thus, instead of feeling the pain we cause by being in contact with other humans, getting close to them, and therefore creating more pain eventually, isn't it a better idea to stay on an island. Alone. Therefore i conclude, man should be an island. Like i said, i don't think i'm being fair here, rather emotional actually, coz my eyes hurt! Owwwww. >.<
There's nothing much more i want to say i guess, but one thing is, not many things go the way you want them to, no matter how badly you wanted them to. Another, giving in is a virtue, it's a bloody difficult thing to do sometimes, and when you do and the other person don't appreciate it, it bites. And it's not all about giving in, some people are dense, they just cannot get hints even if their lives depended on those, but some people get the hints and refuse to work on them, to salvage a situation, maybe they find that it's not worth their time. What is then, if harmony is as treasured as it's made out to be.
I think i'm just suffering from the death of too many brain cells from the math paper. There's so much i want to share about the paper, the itsy-bitsy interesting (or not) details. But there's no one to share with.
It takes alot to cry for a men (so they say), it's not that easy to cry in front of just anyone for a girl either. Now i don't think i'm making hell lot of sense. So be it. Signing off. To a night of loneliness and beyond.
Sapphire
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