Reset, and here we go again.
2009-05-01, 10:50 p.m.
Funny how so many people asking why i emo/ed. Guess it's the power of facebook. Lol. Anyway, the closest i've done to telling someone the reason why i was feeling the way i did was this, "the reset button of my life was accidentally pressed". Actually what would be closer to the truth is that it was pressed by someone else when i wasn't prepared. It was actually something that should have happened quite a while back, and it's over a year late. If you think this involves you, stop thinking that, 'cause it doesn't. =P
I was tied down by things from the past, as i've always been, can't bear to breakaway and start life anew. It broke something in me, hearing you say those words, something that i didn't know existed, nor wanted to confess about, and again, if you think that's you i'm talking about, quit thinking that, whoever the "you" are. =P I'm 6 months and 20 days away from my "big-day", guess this ain't that bad a time to wipe the slate clean and begin again. If you're asking if i've any regrets, i guess i'll say no, simply because i believe in no regrets. =P And if i was to regret, i'll have a tonne and more things to regret. =P
There are a lot of things i want to say, yet in the end i think all i've done is to bring it onto myself. It's time to stop pondering over the past, since unlike 17 Again, i probably won't have this chance. So i shall just end this post with a list of things i have to get done. A way to look forward instead of back.
Choose/take a photo to send to my friend to ascertain my job slot in two week's time.
Settle mummy's 2 customers who owe her money, and the money's mine! Amount confidential. HAHA. =P
Awaiting confirmation that there'll be no cancellation of the June trip, and after that trip, can start planning September's trip. Whoopee! =D
Did i mention, i hate walking home alone, and i do stupid stuff when i'm mad (as in angry). It's almost, amusing. Whatever, i'm off to read my "dear watson". Ciaos.
Sapph
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