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Design 8 more days! I find myself typing stuff..then either backtracking or going on to another page which results in a prompt that asks if i am sure i wish to move on without posting whatever i typed. It's odd, and i cannot find the words to describe how i feel, or how i've been feeling in the past weeks/months. I had a hectic year, i think. Thinking back, i spent the first week of this year in Japan, the first morning of the New Year rushing back to my apartment in Hiroshima to sleep off the cold and lethargy. Then i spent 3 months working, did a dive trip that ascertain that i needed to get various other equipments. Then i spent 1 month unemployed, then it was 3 weeks in Japan Kyushuu in June. Followed by a 5 days break, then a week in Perth, after that another week or two's break, and a 5-day trip to Bangkok. If that wasn't enough, it was suddenly decided that there should be a 3 week Europe trip in October. So i was in London and Italy for the better of the month. It's now November 13th, just 8 days before i turn 25. I'm still jobless, not even looking for a job, funnily, i no longer feel that sense of being lost despite how many might view me as being directionless, which i won't deny. The one thing i learnt on the last trip, yes the destination matters, because you need the destination to start moving, but once you're on the go, the journey will surprise you in more ways than one. For the good or bad, it'll be an enriching journey. That said, do i have a destination now? No, not particularly. Am i wasting each day? No, not to me. Fell asleep, so this post..till then. Sapph |