focused
2004-07-23, 8:07 p.m.
hey~
i'm gonna be focused in this entry. three things i wanna talk about.
1) Night Study!
2) Sec. 3s for posts.
3) wanted to focus on decisions..now..hehe. anything will do i guess. =D
one more! the english prelim oral is tmr.
let's go in order..oya, so talkative coz i've bathed and eaten..so feeling all so refreshed. =D
night study. "what's that?" that is this weekly 6pm-9pm starting from week 6..which is very soon! =D i think it's cool. coz it's really a chance for us to bring our work and study! and for me, it's really fantastic. for one, i cannot study at night! probably because i'll be at home, there's so many temptations esp..the bed! ahhh. esp if it rained..and i refused to switch on my air con while studying. makes me wanna slp. =.= so a chance for me to spend more time studying! (don't i juz sound soooo enthusiastic?) lalala~
okay. second point.
we were discussing sec. 3s post today..for about 2 hours. the posts for the administrator were mostly completed..though there was a slight problem..as there were some people who were not very well-liked..and we had problems putting them in pairs..*headache!* anyway, we finally got all of them sorted out..but the field side..more problems. but i muz say..was pretty happy with what we'd done. or rather..what i'd done. for the arguments side..as we argued for posts and what not..all those which i took part in..my side won. =D basically, it was quite comforting. =D
change in order here..have decided to do the prelim oral first. i'm pretty nervous about it really. my picture conversation is truthfully. horrible. it's the one thing that i don't have confidence in. -.- the other two components..should be fine. my teacher gets too strict on me..and my partner for oral is too lenient. lolz. but also because of that..i don't have a good gauge of my own ability..and don't comfort me for the sake of it. i won't appreciate it. =P okay. i'm done with oral. hehe.
last pt..quite a few things..
firstly..those who's quite close to me..would know that there was an argument between me and cha which ended rather badly..by now..we talk, we joke, we get together. going out tmr together too, whether we'll be friends like we were before..we'll see. but i have to say..this whole..situation..has taught me alot. it made me think, and realized certain things. though i'm not gonna put them here..too personal. well..a note to cha..no guys tmr! =D
2ndly, to weiling, though she'll never see this. lolz. alvin to you..might mean a world..but i really doubt your place in his heart..ok. i've juz talked to alvin..and i think the only thing i've found worthy about him is that he knows he's a jerk. and the fact that he said it, he's alot braver than i thought. the phone call was short..but if i haven't accomplish much, the least is that i've got him thinking. about what he'd said to her, he says it was to test her. but that's rubbish. and if he's willing to think, he'll see. weiling's one of the best girlfriend a guy can have, she's caring, sensitive, understanding, sometimes even too nice. it's really his fortune having her. i don't know about him really. but i guess..for her to love him so much, there must be something about him that wa worth it. (i hope). anyway, that's enough. and though the ending isn't exactly the happiest..i am happy, i have at least shown her and given her some sort of advice on this..
i wanna end on this note..(pun!) "you cannot make anyone love you, but you can let yourself be loved."
Sapphire
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