another lowlowlow~
2010-08-05, 1:11 a.m.
I can't even complain of nothing going right! Since i don't really know which direction would be the right one. But i do know that nothing's going very well. It's an odd feeling, things were alright the last few days, progressing with my stuff, being able to sleep and not wake up from nightmares. Then tonight seems off. Maybe it was what i heard. Maybe my friend was right. That's what i'm lacking. And i guess if i think about it, that might have been the cause to how things have worked out so far. Which sucks. And if you have no idea what the hell am i talking about it, then you're right on track. ;)
JLPT has finally been officially broken down into 5 levels instead of 4, and is now N5, N4, N3, you get the idea. Now the question is, do i take N3 which would be equivalent to JLPT 2.5 or N2 which is JLPT 2. Honestly, i have no confidence of passing either. The more i learn, the more i know i don't know enough. Which has shook my confidence very much. Running outta ideas on how to brush up on my Jap..maybe when i'm not feeling so down things will look better. I'll probably be taking N2 if you're wondering anyway, peer pressure is powerful. Lol.
Jap aside, he's going US SOON! I'll miss him. >< But 4 months...shouldn't be a problem. No more nightmares pleasepleaseplease. Hope he'll have a safe and enjoyable trip. He's going somewhere which i've never been to before! And in all honest truth, have no idea where is it on the world map. :P If you know me, you'll understand why. =D
Hmm, so many things seem to be happening at once, yet nothing going at the same time. Oddly confusing. If i figure this out, i could probably come up with a blockbuster script. :P
As one of lecturers used to say, i forgot which, Jokes aside. Life sux. Or it's just been pretty depressing. And as usual, i feel like i'm on pluto, as far away from anyone and everywhere, and finally being condemned to be insignificant. And before i forget, i apologize for all typos in this post and previous posts, i just haven't got the mood to read and spell check. So yeap, i really should head to bed and sleep this off. And hopefully wake up to a better morning. Ciaos.
Sapph
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